Dang!

Things are good with Craig! I enjoy being with him! I still like talking on the phone with him. We went on a double date with my sister and brother-in-law! Much fun! My brother-in-law really liked him. My sister really likes him. Edgar really likes him! I really like him!

But that isn't really what today is about. I just wanted to you a heads up.

Today I had my first TAAF Swim meeting at the Commish! Yeah, it didn't go that well! It went longer than it needed to and I sort of lost track of the agenda. It's hard to go by an agenda that you didn't put together nor do you really know what some of the content is about! Next one will be better. God, I hope I don't have to turn in the minutes as well! I didn't take very good notes! I think that I might need to have some one appointed to Co-Commish!

One Week!

The last two weekends I have spent with Craig!! We have so much fun together! We laugh and talk for hours! I get giddy with I think of him! I smile each time I think of him! I'm excited without being anxious! I don't want to think long term but I also don't want to think about it ending next week. This ride is so much fun. And not a lot of work! He makes my heart skip a beat!

He asked me yesterday what it was that won me over after 20 years...Well here it is: I think I've always known that I deserved a nice guy. I deserve someone that I can talk to about stuff without feeling pressured or reserved. He allows me to be myself and still likes me for it. When I start to act a little crazy, he calms me down. He's funny, smart, big kid at heart. He likes kids, would like to have some one day but doesn't feel like he HAS to have kids to be complete. He's a great guy with a good head on his shoulders, a caring heart, giving, loyal, likes my family. Enjoys his family. He has the most beautiful blue eyes that I get lost in. The sweetest smile.

I love the way he looks at me. I love the way he touches me. He opens the car door for me every time! He is always looking out for me. He will not let me return the favor. I want to give and give to him. But he gives and gives to me. I don't want this feeling to every go away. I'm scared to death that I will fall for him and end up getting extremely hurt!