Summer

Summer is fast approaching! I'm on tract for getting the pools open but I still fell like I'm months behind! I hate this feeling this way!

I've already had to let a kid go from my employment! But then I hired three more people to fill his place!!

I'm beginning to feel anxious. So many reasons why!
1. Pools
2. Athletics
3. Economy
4. Craig

I feel like he doesn't want my company anymore. Like he is has found a newer model. I think I might know who it is. Last night he stayed up until 1 am playing on his iPhone and chatting with her. When I asked why he came out to see me, he responded to "hang out with you". Then why did you play on your phone and chat with somebody else the entire time you were with me. He doesn't kiss me the same why.

What has changed since Friday?