Someday...

It's been three days. Three days that I haven't talked to Craig. He's not a jerk, he's just not who or what I thought I getting to know. We are in two different places in our lives. Why should I fault him for that or vis versa?

I miss doing baseball orders with him. We had a system and it worked. We were a great team! I miss sitting and each playing on our own computers or iPhones. Just being in the same room with him relaxed me! I miss falling asleep and waking up next to him! I miss talking to him! I miss everything about him!

Maybe when he is ready for someone as wonderful as me, someone that would love him for all his quirts and baseball cards and is willing to help him. Maybe, I'll still be there for him! I just hope he doesn't figure it out too late!!

Sister, please don't worry about me, I'm fine. I just needed to get the words off my chest! Only you read this!!