One Week!

The last two weekends I have spent with Craig!! We have so much fun together! We laugh and talk for hours! I get giddy with I think of him! I smile each time I think of him! I'm excited without being anxious! I don't want to think long term but I also don't want to think about it ending next week. This ride is so much fun. And not a lot of work! He makes my heart skip a beat!

He asked me yesterday what it was that won me over after 20 years...Well here it is: I think I've always known that I deserved a nice guy. I deserve someone that I can talk to about stuff without feeling pressured or reserved. He allows me to be myself and still likes me for it. When I start to act a little crazy, he calms me down. He's funny, smart, big kid at heart. He likes kids, would like to have some one day but doesn't feel like he HAS to have kids to be complete. He's a great guy with a good head on his shoulders, a caring heart, giving, loyal, likes my family. Enjoys his family. He has the most beautiful blue eyes that I get lost in. The sweetest smile.

I love the way he looks at me. I love the way he touches me. He opens the car door for me every time! He is always looking out for me. He will not let me return the favor. I want to give and give to him. But he gives and gives to me. I don't want this feeling to every go away. I'm scared to death that I will fall for him and end up getting extremely hurt!